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Friday, January 16, 2009
~ 1:00 AM ~
This holidays...
I remembered telling myself that i have a month of holiday to enjoy when i came back at the end of last month...given that i took a month of leave from my phd, i thought i would have some time to catch up on my work...
looking at things now...i miscalculated...i'm going back to melbourne in 14 days time and if i exclude the Chinese new year eve and the days that follow, i actually only have 8 days left....
there are still people i want to meet, goals to set, work to do and time to play...but i'm glad that i managed to spend time with my parents =) not going to trade anything for that..
somehow i feel that i've changed...nope, not talking about the physical aspect of me having a new pair of specs, perhaps a heavier body and a different hair colour, but i feel different about myself...my thoughts, my attitudes, my beliefs...they seem to be changing...i dunno if it's good or bad....
i think i have a lot of questions in my mind...questions that i ask myself and to which i have answers that seem to surprise me....
there are things that i look at and just exclaim "How can that happen?!"
i need to take a good look at people..i need to take a good look at myself....and i sometimes have a feeling, perhaps one day, i may just lose trust in people....but i know who my trust is in.. =)
