Thursday, September 18, 2008
~ 12:36 AM ~
When things come to a stand still
It's 1235am now...i should be in bed....but somehow i'm not sleepy.
Today has been a long day at work and outside work, but somehow, i'm not tired.
one thing i like about now is that everything around me is quiet. It's dark outside. It's quiet too...housemates are asleep..only me and my com....
very easy for me to wander around in my thoughts...somehow, whenever i wander in my thoughts..i think about negative thoughts....maybe it's the melancholic side of me, the inner me that just wants to cry out to my ownself, to be frank with my own feelings and attitudes, to be true to my feelings, that sometimes, it's really ok to be down. coz when we have grieved, only can we move on.
night time is the time when i seem to enjoy every minute that passes by, cause i can enjoy the passing of time. there's the freedom for me to ponder about things....the day time is just too hectic..too fast for my own good. oh, how i love the night time....and it's full moon tonite..awesome view...
i really think it's a privilege when people open up to you and share with you certain problems that they are facing and it's definitely a learning curve for me. thank you for trusting me. sometimes i just m awestruck at how people actually get the courage to share with me the things they share about...i m just humbled by their trust. thank you.
well..it's 1256am..think i better go..
i'm sure tml is gonna be a good day....coz i want it so, and i will make it so...
