What am i doing?

Sometimes i know what I'm doing
Sometimes i dont know what I'm doing
Sometimes i know what to do but dont want to do it
Sometimes i know what to do but dont know whether I know what I'm doing

right now...i'm not sure what i'm doing and whether i'm headed in the right direction....

may be related to phd..may not be related to phd....^_^

interesting isnt it? Have i gotten your head in circles? if i have, then congrats, i've succeeded..^_^

somehow, i've a feeling today will turn out well...feel so much joy in my whole being. =)

Happy Birthday Calvin

well dude, after 1 year, finally managed to celebrate your 21 years of life =) my only regret is that i wun be able to sabo you..but you can rest assured that i will give my blessings to those who wanna sabo you next year...^_^

oh wells, have said all i wanted to say to you last night. Been awesome to have you under my wing for the past 14 months and I enjoyed every moment of it, the good and the bad. It's been a humbling experience for me to teach someone of such high intellect and capabilities and thank you for your humility in learning from me. I hope you can continue to learn from me as I've been learning so much from you.=)

Continue to press on brother! Love you bro. =)

PhD Thesis Title

W O W. . . I finally have a title for my PhD thesis...


“Non-parametric estimation of forecast distributions in non-Gaussian state space models”

interesting....i understand every single word in the title except for "state space models"...cause i've never done state space models before...oh wells....

but frankly speaking, i'm quite excited about it...it's gonna be my baby....^_^

woo hoo!!! 3 years...how many weeks left? (3 x 52) - 8 = 148

Thank You

Was listening to a part of the chorus this morning...and this particular part of the chorus is what I really want to say to so many of YOU...especially the 3 boys under me....

"Well I wanna thank you now
For being patient with me
Oh its so hard to see
When my eyes are on me"

Love
JasZz~

Now..

Finally managed to have a GOOD release of what has been going on in my mind today....
Now...i need to follow up on the issue....

25 Hours

Daylight savings finally ended and being a very smart person who loves to sleep, i used that one extra hour to sleep...and i woke up on sunday morning feeling fresh, motivated and energetic....(for the record, i woke up 6 times within a span of 5 hours the previous night). yesterday was just an awesome day...fantastic day in church as well..everything just flowed.

and i went jogging with some mates in the evening...was so cool! it's been quite some time since i went jogging and i think i MAY go jogging again later this evening if the weather is nice. =)

oh manz...had another good sleep last night as well. feel so happy. did some readings and got some new revelations....pretty encouraging. all righty, started my day well, hope it ends well today as well =)

in office now, let the battle begin!!!!!

I wonder

Sometimes I wonder why people know me better than I know them....am I that aloof or self centred? To the extent that I dont understand them?

right now..i dont want to think about anything....i'm tired..and i want to have fellowship with my warm cosy bed....seeing rachel ngoo's and jeremiah's and ben's big big bed really make me envious...they got such a big bed....i want one too....

Pilot

It's said that the F-16 was developed to act as a support weapons system for the US military's larger and more expensive figher aircraft...it also requires one vital element to be effective: a pilot who is in complete control. So, despite its amazing capabilities, without a pilot in control, an airborne F-16 would either fly uselessly or spiral out of control, with a crash being the inevitable...

Similarly, everyone of us has potential and amazing capabilities waiting to be unleased. However, who's the pilot in your life?? interesting thought isnt it? Maybe you have an answer...then my next one is...even if you're not the pilot, have you put yourself in the position of a co-pilot??

I need an ultimate pilot...^_^