Monday, February 11, 2008
~ 3:59 PM ~
Amazing Grace
Sometimes i think i m matured, but sometimes, the way i respond to situations and people really exposes my immaturity, which ALWAYS leave me hitting myself on the head and then licking my own wounds. Or maybe i have set too high a standard for myself to follow, but i have had to set this high standard..talk about raising the bar....
I really hate it when in a fit of emotional overwhelm, i lose self control and then set a bad example to those who look up to me and those who are close to me. And each time i say sorry to them, i feel as though i have devalued the word 'sorry'.... each time i say sorry, it seems as though the sorry that i say has no more meaning, a pure commodity...
BUt through it all, i know i am still loved by God and people around me despite my weaknesses and I am so thankful for that! I am indeed loved =)
Thank you all for always understanding me and loving me despite who I am in your sight. It's amazing grace that you've given to me. I cherish this gift =)