
Monday, January 14, 2008
~ 6:23 PM ~
I'm Tired
Frankly speaking, i'm quite surprised to say this but...I'm tired. I'm really tired.
Tired of doing things, tired of planning things, tired of checking on things/people. Tired of people not communicating to me, tired of doing things that people dont seem to appreciate and understand, tired of pressing on when i sense no support, tired of guessing what's going on, tired of not having the courage to say no when i really needed to say no, tired of mucking around, tired of joking around, tired of caring for people (but i still love them), but most of all..tired of fighting...
yes yes.. i am ranting...something i seldom do....so let me rant all i want okie? talking about freedom of speech or freedom of ranting or watever....freedom is a word that has been cheapened these days...
Ok, enough ranting...now i just want to find my peace in God...
and yea, i'll be fine...
One of the greatest battle in life is not fighting against discouragement...but fighting against discouragement alone...
But i shall still praise God, for it means i am still alive..