
Friday, March 31, 2006
~ 6:19 PM ~
Frustration
Reviewing this past week, I would say that this week hasnt been too good for me. It all boils down to 1 word..assignment. For some backgrd information, I have no programming background or knowledge. And one of my assignments require me to solve the whole qn using Visual Basic for Application.
To make matters worse, I (and the whole cohort) am not learning much frm the tutor. All we do during com lab tuts is to go thru the VBA workbook we have by ourselves. No explanation. No demonstration. No guidance (unless u muster the courage to raise ur hand and ask him). And then, he jumps into the assignment, bombarding us with jargon here and there. But then again, all that we do in this VBA workbook has, in my tutor's words, no use at all for the assignment. Isn't this so encouraging? (btw..it's a sarcastic remark...)
Been really stressed out by this particular assignment. feel like crying at times...feel like smashing the table at times...and it's only the beginning. maybe i m putting too much pressure on myself..i dunno. All i know is that i am really trying very very hard to get this assignment done.
Came across 2 biblical verses that i should include in my prayers now..
Hebrews 4:16
"Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need."
Philipians 4:6-7
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus".
Attended lecture today....somehow i had a glimmer of hope in my assignment...lets hope it turns out well....