Tuesday, November 08, 2005
~ 1:21 PM ~
It's been a long time since i blogged..mainly coz i was busy wif exam prep (and still m) and coz i had nothing to write. I mean, exam prep is all the usual stuff, u lock urself up in the room, hit the books real hard and do past yr papers. life everyday is this routine. Perhaps go to the lib once in a while when the heat in my room becomes unbearable (temps averaged ard 30 degrees last week..enuff to fry my brain in my hot and stuffy room)
Words cant describe the kind of exhaustion i m experiencing now. Somehow i just feel so tired and fatigue to do anything. Had a paper this morning which was quite all right (except for the last qn which no one seemed to be able to solve).Went to the lib to study for my paper this thurs. In the midst of studying, i suddenly fell asleep! yes, the impossible has happened...i actually slept in the lib...for 30 mins! to think tt i always say tt i can never fall asleep in the lib...but yea, was quite recharged after the sleep, could study better then.
But now, my eye lids are feeling heavy and can close anytime soon. must tahan! having a steamboat dinner wif housemates and other frens later...sort of a farewell dinner for one of my housemates who will be moving out tml and flying back to Hongkong for her hols. thank goodness my housemates do not need my help in the food prep..haha! (or maybe they dont want me to help lest i get in their way! haha!) no larz..they want me to study hard..haha! they so thoughtful ehz? well, considering tt all of them have finished their exams and they are having a steamboat on a day when i have not finished my exams, u can tell...muahahahahz! no larz, they are nice ppl!
This exam period is way too long for me...the last time i ever had such a long exam period was during my A levels. ever since then, my exams would end in a matter of 2 weeks. for this sem, my exam timetable stretches for over 3 weeks and really, maintaining the momentum is tough..i m reaching my limit and may have to go beyond my limit to ensure tt everything falls in place. not putting pressure on myself, but this is my principle, to do my very best and be accountable to myself. No worries ppl, I m still healthy and happy! just doing my normal lamenting..haha!
kz, i m gonna be very vain here...haha! Antonius took quite a nice photo of me and i sort of liked it. Hope my big big big smile in the photo can brighten up ur spirits! haha! how vain can i get? well, not too vain anywayz...
SMILE ppl..