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Monday, October 03, 2005
~ 1:49 PM ~
hmmz...i think i m living in some kind of denial, refusing to accept that today's the last day of the hols...sighz...
i know that once tomorrow comes, the pace is gonna be full steam ahead. there will be no room for slacking and not much time left for playing. doesnt help tt my msn contacts are having nicks such as "23 days to exams" , "22 days to exam" and "studying for exams..."
this hols has not been really a hol for me...except maybe frm last fri till monday where my parents were here...those were the happiest time of my hols...followed by the yum cha session in the city and 4 hour badminton game i had on thurs and the caregroup i had on fri..other than that, i was bogged down with studies and assignmentS.
i must say that i m feeling the challenge of coping with assignments, tutorials and studying for the exams. sometimes i just feel all the air being sucked out of my lungs. this was the scenario on wednesday when i felt a sense of despair and dejection that i have since long not experienced. i now remember how it feels like to be helpess, lost and having not a tiny bit of confidence in wateva i do.
perhaps i have been too strong...perhaps i have not allowed myself to be weak...or perhaps, i want to be strong so that i can be relied upon by the others...hmmz...but who is relying on me lehz? lolx...i m still single...LOLX!
anywayz, i m glad tt i have collected all my thoughts and am prepared to face wateva come my way. i shall just stick to my century old principle "Give it ur best and have no regrets"...maybe i will add a twist to it, "i will give it my best..alongside with a superbeing..."
