
Friday, June 24, 2005
~ 9:25 AM ~
today is the 23rd June...in less than 2 weeks i will be flying off to australia already. for some reason, i m not as excited as i once was..perhaps all the exitement has died down? for some reason, i have a feeling tt i m gonna miss many many many things over here. seems like i have built a bond wif malaysia already. for some reason, i feel tt i will have to become MORE independent than i m now.
not in aussie yet, but m facing some accommodation probs now. had actually planned to stay wif jean and rach over there. but somehow, things dun go as smoothly as we had hopped it to be. jean and rach are looking hard for a suitable house, but the process is painstaking and long. a suitable house has to be found, an application will have to be lodged wif the agent, an interview may be applicable, and finally, the landlord will make the final decision on whom to rent the house to. this takes time and frm the look of things, the prob of me having a house to stay in wif jean and rach by the time i reach there is Z E R O. in addition, reading frm jean's blog, there only seems to be 2 houses available...i.e. hopes are diminishing..
obviously it doesnt feel good to be flying on the plane knowing tt u have an additional prob of finding an accommodation, given the dates i have to commit myself to registration, enrolment and orientation and other stuff...
will most prob be staying wif rach when i arrive. will stay there temporarily and if still no luck in finding a house, i will look for a room to stay. i want to settle my accomodation b4 semester starts. accommodation is not just finding a roof over ur head..it involves buying necessities and unpacking ur stuff..making sure tt everything is in order. i have gone thru this process b4 and trust me, it only does one good to get all these done as fast as possible so tt u can divert ur attention to more light hearted stuff...
so perhaps this accommodation issue is the thing tt is drousing my excitement to fly off to aust? i dunno. i know good things will come..but sadly, i have to tackle a bad one 1st..not really a good way to start things off ehz? or perhaps i m in the shadow of my bro's accommodation probs he once faced tt worried the whole family. letting my parents worry abt my accommodation is not an option.
i can only hope and pray...