Thursday, December 23, 2004
~ 1:31 PM ~
as u all know, i just started my own blog. was chatting wif a fren online this afternoon. she asked me this qn " so wat is ur aim of having a blog?" when i 1st saw this qn, i was thinking "oh my, wat a serious qn. isit some sort of character deciphering qn (coz this fren of mine likes to 'analyse' ppl)"
my response is tt i had no specific aim. well, the most basic one ish of coz to let my frens know my daily happenings and at the same time, keep it as a sort of a diary since i never had the habit of writing one, an online one such as this is a good start.
being a melancholic person at times, i can come up wif weird thoughts and i tot it would be good to put in some reflections sometimes. there were many times i had a lot of thoughts but could not write it down or share it..coz who the hell would have the patience to listen to my weird thoughts? eg. no one has discussed wif me whether one would enter into another universe after his death. so if i write such reflections down, at least i can express my own feelings w/o having to consider anyone's thoughts (such as, omg, jason is mad!). but of coz, such thoughts form the minority..lessons of life form the majority (hopefully...lolx)
anywayz, back to my fren's qn, i told her tt my inner, underlying purpose of the blog ish for myself. 10 years down the road, i would want to read wat i wrote and experience tt feeling of bewilderness or ignorance. as we all know, we all grow, physically, mentally and spiritually. so i think it would be heart warming to see myself grow frm an ignorant person to an intellect, matured person.
so to all my frens who read this blog, u will most probably see another side of me tt u dun see often and i hope (yesh, the keyword is HOPE...coz i dunno how long it will last...lolx!) tt we all can grow together!
FUMOFU!!!!!!!!!