Wednesday, December 29, 2004
~ 9:50 AM ~
eloz ppl! hehez...didnt write blog for yesterday..so shall make up today wif 2 topics.
and so, yesterday passed...nothing much done yesterday...can sense my hols starting to slow down momentum..lolx! nov and 1st 3 weeks of Dec play too much liaoz..now is the time to recover..lolx!
bro and his gf cooked dinner last nite..hehez! FINALLY, after 1 yr, my bro has cooked something for me..he cooked veg..not bad...but still some dist away from mum's cooking. anywayz better than a useless cook here(REMEMBER! fried rice must add water!!...lolx!)
abt the earthquake...sigh so sad...got an INdonesian fren (julianna) who lives in indonesia now..said tt she experienced the trembles and conveyed to me tt the tremble was the strongest she ever experienced. surprisingly, after she ran out of her house upon the earthquake..she went back to sleep...HOW THE HELL DO U MANAGE TO STILL GO TO BED??? lolx! then i got a fren living in sri lanka (asiri)...have not heard from her since the earthquake. she has not been online since the earthquake. i hope she and her family are fine...praying hard for her.
okz..enuff of this sad tragedy...lets talk abt geniuses. many ppl say i m a genius..lolx! not boasting horz...they all say the same thing "jason so smart, intelligent, so good so blah blah blah" . but seriously, i dun regard myself as a genius, neither do i see myself as brilliant.. why do i say so? cause i've seen real geniuses and brilliant ppl in my life. simple as tt. seeing how they do in school, there's no way i can be compared to them. who are these ppl? these are ppl who seldom study for exams..but score terrific results ALL THE TIME. these are ppl who can cope wif studies and sports and other activities very well. if u think my time management is good, i've seen better.
therefore, compared to them, i m just quite a mediocre person, nothing good to be proud of. but, as usual, i try very hard not to compare myself to others, cause as the old saying goes, the only challenger every person has is himself and herself. challenge urself to the full limit. in my opinion, i have not reached the ultimate limit yet. still feel tt i m only stretched to slightly more than 1/2 of wat i m really capable of. dun ask me how i m gonna reach my limit...coz seriously, i dunno. perhaps i need to come across some difficulty to push myself, brave the storm and walk out a stronger person.
back to the topic of geniuses, i have never regarded myself as a genius. but, Gai Sensei in the anime Naruto said something which i never thought of: "you are a genius of hard work". when someone says genius, eevryone would think of a natural born talent, it's inside, it's a God's gift. it's all innate. but being a genius of hard work is OUR CHOICE! it does not have to be innate.
we all can choose to be diligent in wateva we do. the reason y i alawys work so hard is becoz of my char. i always tell myself tt wateva i do, i must do my best. if not, i will be sorry to myself. the keyword is..myself..not to others. wateva i do, i answer to myself, not to others. because, if u cant even answer to urself, how can u answer to others? get my point? all these can be summed up in one word...responsibility. it's much more one can ever imagine. it's not tt simple as accomplishnig a task for someone or urself. it's an ongoing role tt we all have to play in the evryday of our lives.
so ppl, let's all be geniuses of hard work. here's the chance to be a genius in a unique way. grab it! the results are rewarding.
FUMOFU!
