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Wednesday, June 04, 2008
~ 12:32 AM ~
Hiding
One of the hardest things I have found in life is to control your emotions and pretend that everything is normal...
so many things, so many thoughts, so much unwillingness to let go.....yet I know that I have to move on, no matter how unwilling i am
I actually gave myself till Sunday...but i'm still dwelling on it.... there's just so much unwillingness....it's just impossible to keep my eyes closed!
i have to be strong. i must be strong. and I shall rejoice and give thanks in all circumstances!
why do certain things just have to be harder than I think????
sometimes i just feel so lonely inside.....
oh wells....
