When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
~ 12:06 PM ~
Why didnt he just say the truth?
Just found out that someone that i hold quite close to my heart wasnt frank with me about something last week....no idea why he didnt just speak the truth...he hasnt found out that i know the truth...but now that i know the truth, looking back, it really makes us feel so far apart...and i thought we werent that far apart.. and i thought he had moved on....
sometimes, ignorance is really bliss....
it's quite upsetting actually...
oh wells....
~ 10:11 AM ~
BIG ROAR
MY TOE HURTS BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RRRRRAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just came back from my 2nd treatment for a wort on my right middle toe...it's so much more painful than the 1st time... and it's bleeding!!!!!!!!
the doc scrapped off the dead skin, then it bled...then he used liquid nitrogen....
RRRRRAAAAAAWWWWRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
~ 12:16 AM ~
Beautiful Stance..^_^
This was a video that Jane took of me bowling about 2 weeks ago...beautiful stance, beautiful delivery, beautiful finish....hahahah!
(wun comment abt the dancing part....neither do i expect u to comment abt tt too...)
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
~ 7:13 PM ~
A Follow Up
hmmz..thank you to those of you that actually read my previous post and gave me words of comfort and encouragement. didnt actually expect any response..was merely ranting out my frustrations...but i'm grateful to YOU. i really am.
not feeling sad or unhappy...just feeling tired from riding against the tide and maybe a sense of frustration (maybe at things and at myself.....) think there are quite a no. of personal factors involved that i just dont want to share with anyone....so yea..need that space...
and as i said, i will be fine...just need time. =)
Jane, thank you again for your time in writing that email...was amazing... Calvin, thank you for your concern. sorry that i chose not to share with you much. Ze Peng, it's not you..so dont think you're the cause. =)
Monday, January 14, 2008
~ 6:23 PM ~
I'm Tired
Frankly speaking, i'm quite surprised to say this but...I'm tired. I'm really tired.
Tired of doing things, tired of planning things, tired of checking on things/people. Tired of people not communicating to me, tired of doing things that people dont seem to appreciate and understand, tired of pressing on when i sense no support, tired of guessing what's going on, tired of not having the courage to say no when i really needed to say no, tired of mucking around, tired of joking around, tired of caring for people (but i still love them), but most of all..tired of fighting...
yes yes.. i am ranting...something i seldom do....so let me rant all i want okie? talking about freedom of speech or freedom of ranting or watever....freedom is a word that has been cheapened these days...
Ok, enough ranting...now i just want to find my peace in God...
and yea, i'll be fine...
One of the greatest battle in life is not fighting against discouragement...but fighting against discouragement alone...
But i shall still praise God, for it means i am still alive..
Friday, January 11, 2008
~ 5:40 PM ~
Things in a car
I wonder why things always go wrong with my back seat passengers.... I name this..the day Steven got subdued....(yea yea..i know..lack creativity) But have a good laugh...
Poor steven....
I tried my best to avoid red lights...cause whenever the car stopped, the beast in Keith would be unleased
Note: All people in this video are friendly people. =)
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
~ 6:44 PM ~
Why?
A very random question came into my head tonight and i thought it was worth pondering upon.
"Why do you do what you do?"
And I am referring to every single specific and general thing that you do, be it whether it's for yourself or for others, why do you do what you do?
And cliche or candid as the answer may seem, i do have a single word answer.
"Love"
1 John 4:18 "There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love."
Maybe you can reflect upon why you do what you do...^_^
